I blow hot and cold with novels by Julian Barnes. I just loved 'Arthur & George', but was left dulled by 'The Sense of an Ending' and 'The Noise of Time'. But I wanted to give him another chance (aren't I kind!), so tried this one. I loved it - well, most of it. The book is split into 3 parts, and I think Part 3 could have been edited much more thoroughly. There was much repetition, and I was a little bored, but not enough to put me off the book.
The story is set in the 1960s in Surrey. Paul Casey is a 19 year-old student who is told by his parents to join the local tennis club. There he meets Susan Macleod, 48, married, mother of 2 children the same age as Paul. They fall madly in love and start an affair. Part one of the book is narrated by Paul as an older man, looking back at the start of the affair, and describing their feelings, and the reactions of those around them. Part two recounts their running away and starting a new life together, but the slow breakdown of their relationship as Susan becomes depressed, turns to alcohol, and starts to lose her mind. Part three is set in the present day with Paul describing his feelings now, and whether he feels guilt about what happened to Susan.
It's such an emotional read. It shows that love can jump out at anyone at anytime, and how strongly it can affect us. But also when it goes wrong, it affects us just as strongly - we can be scarred for life. There is so much of life that Paul/Julian is commenting on, you start to question whether he is right. What is the meaning of love? There is one thing for sure though - your first love stays with you for the rest of your life.
A few months ago, Mary broke up with her fiancee Mark. It ended quite badly, huge arguments, crockery thrown. The arguments were over starting a family - Mark wanted to, Mary did not. Since the break-up, Mary has bought Mark out of the house they shared, but something else has also happened. She has slowly been having a breakdown. She is having problems at work, her mother rings her weekly to check on her, the house is becoming a bit rundown. And to cap it all, the neighbourhood is having a problem with foxes. But Mary realises that having a fox in your garden is no bad thing. In fact, once you get to know them, they can become a best friend, a soulmate even....
I loved this book. The storyline is so original, the descriptions of Mary's slow spiral into depression and mental breakdown are believable, the setting of the story during a hot summer in the outskirts of London increases the feeling of being stifled by external forces. The irony of her impatience with her neighbour who seems to be suffering from post-natal depression, not realising that she herself is going through a breakdown. She feels she is the normal one and everyone else just doesn't understand. The only one that does understand is the fox that visits everyday.
This is an impressive debut. I look forward to more from Paula Cocozza.
